Love?

I couldnt sleep asusual tonite and I just put on MTV (which I rarely watch) and there was this song playing (Fuzon - Mora Saiyaan) which I had heard before and it disturbs the real sensitive nerves in the brain and makes me feel good. Its a tragic love story which is potrayed in the song in a cute way (or, I feel so).

I then downloaded the song and kept on playing like a trillion times and I still cant get it out of my head. Its 4:00 AM and I have a training class tomorrow at 9:oo AM. Its still playing, okay?

I dont know whats with Love and me or is it really love that I dont understand. I just cannot explain the feeling and its the same as I've felt like a trillion times before and when I feel that way, I only think of one person (hi sweeto) and the thought of that person eggagerates the feeling even more and reaches the highest and I start recollecting all the sweet and cute things I've experienced. I get so much of energy and confidence and feel so powerful like am on some ecstasy or something, heh. It has happened to me so many times that I exactly know when and how its gonna hit me again. Even after experiencing it for a trillion times I've been unsuccessful in understanding what it is. Is it love or is it the music?

The best part is such feeling is always, I mean ALWAYS accompanied by sweet and cute experiences which does not strike otherwise. I hope there is some biological explanation for everything that happens inside the brain and what and how it gets triggered followed by all the crazy consequences.

As I am blogging this, the song is playing in a loop and I'm enjoying every rhythm of it. Its so amazing that a simple combination of music can trigger a series of emotional reactions and blah blah. Yes, I'm losing my patience. I'll just leave the Winamp to play the song and go to sleep.

'night